MercuryOverSaturn
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Just woke up in deep angst from what I believe is my first prophetic dream after full individuation work. I was having one of my usual lucid dreams where I know Im myself and iM conscious about many different things.
But then suddenly I was literally dragged away soul-wise to the top of a mountain/sightseeing place, where Im next to a little girl behind a fence. She is wirh her two siblings, but I only see the sister, whos on the other side of the fence. i dont know how I got there, but I'm already sensing something is wrong. The little girl is playing along with the sister, and in a milisecond she sort of stumbles underneath rhe fence, trips, and slides past her sister who is unable to catch her in time, falling then off the edge.
I see all of this happen in super slow motion but Im just one step too far away from being able to intervene, and I feel all the spiraling emotions unfold in real time: the knowledge, the betrayal, the angst, the rage... I must have told the sister before to watch it because jn the moment I just want to push her to fall too because I know it's her fault.
In the end I choose to right away rush down the stairs of the place towards the river where the little girl must have fallen to, kr else to see if her body is somewhere in between ( I dont know what the fall place looks like). I end up jumping into the river (Im a good swimmer), and people are shouting things at me, then I see a lump of clothes bit which doesnt loom much like the little girl, then Im ejected back from the dream into my real body.
I've woken up really really upset, it's the first time I ever dream of anyone else dying or in such sure danger to life situation. It really felt premonitory, and my fear is that like in all my other deja vu dreams (which generally are meaningless situations and syncrhonicities) I will just watch it happen and then feel the dejavu. And in any case, it doesnt feel like anything that will happen in the coming months, I felt like a holiday setting... Just unsettled in general
But then suddenly I was literally dragged away soul-wise to the top of a mountain/sightseeing place, where Im next to a little girl behind a fence. She is wirh her two siblings, but I only see the sister, whos on the other side of the fence. i dont know how I got there, but I'm already sensing something is wrong. The little girl is playing along with the sister, and in a milisecond she sort of stumbles underneath rhe fence, trips, and slides past her sister who is unable to catch her in time, falling then off the edge.
I see all of this happen in super slow motion but Im just one step too far away from being able to intervene, and I feel all the spiraling emotions unfold in real time: the knowledge, the betrayal, the angst, the rage... I must have told the sister before to watch it because jn the moment I just want to push her to fall too because I know it's her fault.
In the end I choose to right away rush down the stairs of the place towards the river where the little girl must have fallen to, kr else to see if her body is somewhere in between ( I dont know what the fall place looks like). I end up jumping into the river (Im a good swimmer), and people are shouting things at me, then I see a lump of clothes bit which doesnt loom much like the little girl, then Im ejected back from the dream into my real body.
I've woken up really really upset, it's the first time I ever dream of anyone else dying or in such sure danger to life situation. It really felt premonitory, and my fear is that like in all my other deja vu dreams (which generally are meaningless situations and syncrhonicities) I will just watch it happen and then feel the dejavu. And in any case, it doesnt feel like anything that will happen in the coming months, I felt like a holiday setting... Just unsettled in general
to bind back...🎏