hey everyone,
I just dreamt about that I was laying in my bed in a different direction, I was laying diagonal with my head on the other side then the side of the pillows.
I opened my eyes and was being dragged so I would be lying "right". I felt weird, not panicked but also not "okay". I closed me eyes again and was being dragged further.
I didn't really think anything of it. after some time I felt like being watched and opened my eyes. My room was very dark and didn't feel safe. so I turned on my bedside lamp, but to my surprise it didn't turn on at all.
I started panicking and got out of bed to check if the main light of my room still worked. at that moment I tried to run to the light, I was not running "normally" It was sort of like slower, like I was being blocked. This was when I realized I could be sleeping, but I wasn't sure. that's when i saw a smaller black figure. (just a black silhouette, no face, no clothes, no hair,...). I jumped back under my covers and thought to myself: 'If this is a dream I can take control!' So i went back to sleeping in the dream. after a few minutes I felt like someone/something was lying on top of me trying to sufficate me. My blanket was also in my mouth. I started panicking. pushed it out of my mouth, I couldn't see anything atop me but felt it verry much. in some sort of way i fell back asleep and woke up when I felt like It was trying to r*pe me. I felt panicked again and saw only darkness and only felt the pressure of someone laying on me and kinda moving up and down. They weren't inside me, but it didn't feel "good" to me. Until I realized I was still in the dream, then for some reason I started moving in sync and heard a female voice moan, the pressure still remained on my body but i was kinda smiling/ still not liking it but sort of challenging them/it. Then I really woke up. I still felt the pressure of someone laying on me but when I moved that slowly dissapeared.
I have no idea what this dream could mean, this is the night after my birthday, I don't know if this has anything to do with it. I feel a little off balance and scared after this dream and would like to understand it better, hope someone can help me. Thanks in advance
I just dreamt about that I was laying in my bed in a different direction, I was laying diagonal with my head on the other side then the side of the pillows.
I opened my eyes and was being dragged so I would be lying "right". I felt weird, not panicked but also not "okay". I closed me eyes again and was being dragged further.
I didn't really think anything of it. after some time I felt like being watched and opened my eyes. My room was very dark and didn't feel safe. so I turned on my bedside lamp, but to my surprise it didn't turn on at all.
I started panicking and got out of bed to check if the main light of my room still worked. at that moment I tried to run to the light, I was not running "normally" It was sort of like slower, like I was being blocked. This was when I realized I could be sleeping, but I wasn't sure. that's when i saw a smaller black figure. (just a black silhouette, no face, no clothes, no hair,...). I jumped back under my covers and thought to myself: 'If this is a dream I can take control!' So i went back to sleeping in the dream. after a few minutes I felt like someone/something was lying on top of me trying to sufficate me. My blanket was also in my mouth. I started panicking. pushed it out of my mouth, I couldn't see anything atop me but felt it verry much. in some sort of way i fell back asleep and woke up when I felt like It was trying to r*pe me. I felt panicked again and saw only darkness and only felt the pressure of someone laying on me and kinda moving up and down. They weren't inside me, but it didn't feel "good" to me. Until I realized I was still in the dream, then for some reason I started moving in sync and heard a female voice moan, the pressure still remained on my body but i was kinda smiling/ still not liking it but sort of challenging them/it. Then I really woke up. I still felt the pressure of someone laying on me but when I moved that slowly dissapeared.
I have no idea what this dream could mean, this is the night after my birthday, I don't know if this has anything to do with it. I feel a little off balance and scared after this dream and would like to understand it better, hope someone can help me. Thanks in advance