vainillasoup34
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Today I realized I was dreaming, and it involucred (before lucidity) that my teenages crush was sad because in the dream I had changed sex, so she ran to cry to the surgerian, etc.
But the moment I became lucid, I did something weird: I changed the room to a grey one, she was claustred inside a latex vacuum bag (like the scene in The girl in the spider web), que that I asphyxiated her like in the movie. I made a kind of blackmail of forcing her to stop believing in God, she said that no and I asphyxiated her minute yes and minute not. It repeated during many minutes until a point I closed the airway and she died asphyxiated.
I loved that moment of torturing and killing someone and breaking the law in a lucid dream (I usually have the inner joke that in my dreams I'm going to break all the penal code of my country).
However, now I think it, it was weird: I didn't kill in the dream someone I hate or infuriates me, but a person that was my crush during my teenages years, she was one of my better friends, we were in the same scout group having good moments. And I didn't kill her in the dream like from a shot, but a torture that lasted several minutes. And also I forced her to stop believing in God (I'm currently an atheist), but in my childhood and teens I was very religious.
I don't "regret" but feels weird.
But the moment I became lucid, I did something weird: I changed the room to a grey one, she was claustred inside a latex vacuum bag (like the scene in The girl in the spider web), que that I asphyxiated her like in the movie. I made a kind of blackmail of forcing her to stop believing in God, she said that no and I asphyxiated her minute yes and minute not. It repeated during many minutes until a point I closed the airway and she died asphyxiated.
I loved that moment of torturing and killing someone and breaking the law in a lucid dream (I usually have the inner joke that in my dreams I'm going to break all the penal code of my country).
However, now I think it, it was weird: I didn't kill in the dream someone I hate or infuriates me, but a person that was my crush during my teenages years, she was one of my better friends, we were in the same scout group having good moments. And I didn't kill her in the dream like from a shot, but a torture that lasted several minutes. And also I forced her to stop believing in God (I'm currently an atheist), but in my childhood and teens I was very religious.
I don't "regret" but feels weird.