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My calmest dreams turned into chaos

mickz

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⚠️ Disclaimer: Expect bad English, it's not my first language and triggering events like agression, plane crash, death and animal abuse. ⚠️

Hello, you can call me mickz and I'm currently 18 years old.

Since I was a child I always had the weirdest dreams you could ever hear from anyone who shared those, well, atleast around my friends and family, but today I had one of the most weird dreams of my life.

To give it some context I will start of by describing a dream I had previously a few times.

The Calmest Dream


It always started off in a road, my dad driving, my mom giving my dad instructions on where to go and me on the back seat, just waiting untill we get to our location. The surroundings always looked like an empty dirt road with a load of threes, tho it slowly changed to a small road design untill we reach the finnal location, a farm in a road corner just like the starting location. It might sound like a creepy place at first but going down that small road and opening the gateway, a small, simple but cozy house layed on a big field, on that field there were always horses that were trained, but free. At some point at that dream one specific horse always came to me as if it wanted me to ride It and I end up doing It and growing attatched to the animal one way or another. At the end of the dream I also always left with my parents just as we came and would wake up right after getting to the starting point again or even my real life home.


Ok, so this was a very simplified version of it there are a lot more events that happened in that first dream but the focus is not it rn, you just need to know those information to keep up with that new dream.

How the calmest dream turned into chaos

it started off as always, dirt road, city road, go down and boom, cozy cabin. the problem that now was that instead of the gigantic field in the back, there was a soccer field full of missbehaved children.

The kids and the agressive behaviour

I myself am not an agressive person, just want to make that clear before I keep going. Those kids kept attacking my dad's car, they had two soccer balls that they kick on it and there were also some pines on the ground that they threw after I popper those soccer balls and made them deinflate on the field. Oh boy, when they finally scratched the car I fight all of the kids leaving one of them on the floor with they're body completely disfigurated. After that, I don't remember seeing them again.

The Stabules, The cats and The horses

Remember there were always horses? They are here! but not free anymore. there was also a massive stabule in the right side of the field, that was completelly taken. All the horses were stuck in a small space, not beeing allowed to live they're free roaming corses through the field anymore, still tamed but less friendly.

Plane Crash

I don't remember when we got to a plain but I remember at some point me and my parents ended up on one, but it crashed down on a place near the old field and exploded, we were the only ones who survived. It was rlly very out of context and I don't remember much about it so I guess that's it for this topic.

Cats

I don't know why but some bigger stabules also had cats that seemed to be threated better then the horses. Just a small crazy detail.

The Special Horse

That horse that always came to me, it was there, and his bones wasn't showing like the other ones from the lack of food, somehow, the dream indicated that I was taking care of it. When whe went for a ride tho, his legs seemed to hurt more then usual, so I let it rest, stop riding and go back to his stabule with him with another horse that clearly hasn't been fed for a while...

The exit

my parents were at the cabin, house or whatever you call it. I came back to report the horse situation to them and convinced them that we should save the horse that could survive, the horse I was taking care of. We had some troubles to take it out, a creature that I don't remember tried stopping us, the horse's leg were hurting and the gateway almost closed on me but we managed to bring the guy out.

The Wood Store

The horse didn't fit inside the car, but nearby we found a wood house//wood store(??) The place where people make things out of wood and bought one of those things that you attatch to the car and cary stuff, but horse sided, it layed down on it understanding we wanted to help and layed untill we got back to my city and eventually to my home.


I know this end was... something... But imagine dreaming about that place as a good and calming spot for years just for it to turn into absolute chaos and even into something somewhat creepy, it's very unsetlyng.

do you guys have any similar situations? any ideas of what this could mean?
please let me know, I'm honestly creeped out.
 

anjae

Member
لاتخف ولاتحزن
Don't worry. These means what you wrote in this post never happened and won't happen. But good things are coming
 

Harvey

Active member
Hello Micks, welcome. Like you I am neither a native speaker. So you are doing 1000 % well as to your english but also the way you presented not only your first and "calmest dream" (anough info for us to grab the theme of it) and the other ones involving the "chaos".

I think every body here can follow you very clear. And above all: even your dreamlanguage is very clear 'in one shot' I saw what it is about! My only challenge here is how to explain it to you, laying it out and present it to you in a way that you can digest this 'food' composed by your Soul / God as easy as possible.

You have published several dreams together. Now I'm going to interpret and publish the first and later treat the other ones separately to keep it as simple as possible, okay?

You are the dreamer, so you are the one everything revolves around! You, the Ego using your spirit, describing the dream as you experienced it. In the dream, as you have experienced it all the time, you live in a house with your parents, just like in real life.

In the dream the House represent your body wich you share with your Soul. Since in real life you share the house you live in with Both Your Parents, in the dreamworld till now They Have Together Represented Your Soul, Your Legitimate Spiritual Partner during these childwood dreams. .....

But, .... here it comes: your special Horse also has also represented your Soul in these dreams! Thus putting every thing together I now draw the conclusion that your journeys during the night from "your/their house in the corner" in their/your car to your other house "in the corner" represent your spiritual upbringing by your spiritual parent/partner, your Soul, during the night, preparing your for spiritual adulthood.

You have experienced during the night trips how He, Your Soul (represented by The Horse) took you along raising you in the spiritual landscape building up a good relationship with you (I guess that are the kind of details you didn't mention yet!).

Hence we can say till now your parents raised you during daytime and He, Your Soul, Your spiritual parent / partner, raised you during dreamtime, in the representation as a horse. But you are now 18, you are on the threshold of adulthood, so things will change. I think that from now on you will dream far more about (sentimental) partners in stead of your parents and with you on the wheel an for instance your girl) friend as copilot etc etc.

Before we continue: what is your Soul? Your Soul is The Intelligent Energy with wich God, The Creator, at the time of conception, started your life with as a spark energising the fertilized egg wich has ultimatly grown to the young adult gentleman called Mick, at night the Spiritual Knight with his own horse/ car(representing your spiritual body/house/car).

You, that means your spirit and Soul side by side, in (sopposed) collaboration with each other in your body their house!

Your spirit is actually an independent split-up from your Soul, just like you at the time of your birth, were a 'split off your mother.

Therefore, now that you have become a young adult, you are eighteen, on the threshold of adulthood) you could have a dream that a child is with you and that you 'know' that it is your child, even if you do not yet have a partner. that child then represents the spirit of you the Ego, called Rick in that dream.

With this knowledge in mind, we can go to your first dream:

Till now, you have been still a child, growing up a teen, a adolescent, and therefore all your dreams have so far been that either one of your parents represents your Soul or both, as in this case. That car, the family car represents, your body, the mobile house (when the theme of the dream is about moving, on your way. on your life path etc etc) of you and your Soul. In the dream, in a certain way, it dicribes some development if you want to see, of a part of your life path. Hence the car, your mobile home of you and your Soul on your way: you see a certain development from sandy path to paved street. These dreams where your parents are in the front of the car (and you only look from the back seat) are part of the spiritual education by Your Soul, represented by your parents, how to move in the world, on your livepath, wich till now was a path they had chosen for you.

So at night, on a similar manour, you are carried in your dreams by Your Soul in preparation for (spiritual) maturity, to be delivered again in the morning at home, the moment of awakening.

But now you are on the brink of puberty to adulthood. Things has changed dramatically!
 
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